I found it very exciting to do. Tantra massage turned out to be a therapeutic healing process. Arnoud is, besides being a great masseur, also a good listener and coach. Really nothing was out of the question. He does not judge and completely tunes in to what is needed. During the massages, old pain sometimes came up. He was very kind and understanding to me. It has helped me dismantle old patterns and beliefs. This journey has been worth gold to me. I now feel like a free woman, whose sexual energy is allowed to flow unhindered. I dance without any uncertainty. I stand for my own spirituality and I think very differently about relationships. Dear Arnoud, I am eternally grateful to you.