I spent two hours on a mattress in the sun and felt how much I love my body. The language it speaks is becoming clearer, I can understand the messages better and better. I am also my body, not just my stories… What a safety I felt. Safe with you, safe with me, including my pounding heart at the beginning. It may all be there. My pelvic area feels good and stable, I noticed again yesterday how much strength is there with me. Let my poor wounded heart be carried by my strong pelvis, I can. Although only at times, but I can do it! It was wonderful to experience how much confidence I have.